Avec sa robe aux reflets cuivrés, voici le scarabée à la carapace irisée sur laquelle la fleur blanche se reflète tel un visage qui se regarde dans un miroir. Voici le scarabée à la carapace cuivrée suçant le nectar de la plante avant qu'il ne s'envole vers de nouvelles agapes en s'en mettre plein le saoul.
So here I am. I have bunches to do today, but will probably not do it. I am feeling really overwhelmed lately, I can't seem to make the baby steps baby enough, or just to see the steps as individual things, can't take my eyes off the big picture, which is bigger than me. My clutter is still dominating me, my bedroom is heaping with stuff, my living room is piled with more stuff, dining room, no room for dining. Kitchen is okay, laundry room, not much dirty laundry, but so many other things. I have two whole rooms in my house that I can barely step into, seriously. One is supposed to be an office, one is supposed to be an art room. I need to clean, I need to gut, I need to purge I need to start. But, my baby steps are not small enough, I see two rooms that are filled to the brim with useless things.
Maybe if I give myself a time limit, work on the office for an hour each day. I make excuses though.
my home as a child was like this. I was expected to clean it, but I had no idea what it was supposed to look like when it was clean. My mother never cleaned regularly, I had no example of routine. I was just told to do it. Too much to do so I would take a nap. I still do that. I don't know where to start. so I sit here, chatting with you fabulous folks.
I even had a dream the other night where I was stuck in here, my home, screaming at the top of my lungs "{I CANNOT DO IT BY MYSELF!!! IT IS TOO MUCH!!!" but here I am, by myself. I don't know who could help anyway. I need to help myself.........sigh....where do I start?
夏になると絶対聴きたくなる、ジブラのBABY GIRL。
このジャケ写とC/Wの「城南ハスラー２」が好きで、シングルだったけど買っちゃった１枚。
猛暑だけどふともう秋の気配がしない？服も秋物が既に並んでてさ、夏は過ぎてくのが早いよ。
私に必要なのはどんなハードな
障害も共に乗り越えるパートナー
かき回すだけのマドラーじゃなく
一生聞き飽きない人生のサントラ
Baby boy, sorry I'm leavin' you
Baby boy, I know you're feelin' blue
Inside of me u know I feel it too...
とかなんとか言いながら、明日は何を着ようとか何を話そうとか、そればっかり。
さっきまではお互い
「もう会うのはやめよう！」とか
「メモリーも消そう！」とか言ってたくせに。
私の酷いくらいの事情聴取に、君が怒ったんだ。
でも私は、情熱的に恋に猛進するほどもう若くないんだよ。
だけど何故か君からはまだ離れられないよ。
去り際になると必ず私をいつも必死で引き止めて繋ぎ止めようとする君がうんざりでもあるし、嬉しくもある。
だけど手放したくないとかそんなこと、口に出して言わない君は悲しい。
ね、ポ○○マン。
あなたの声が好き。あなたの髪が好き。背が高いとこが好き。
なんてったって奥二重の鋭い目が好き。
出会ってまだ約４カ月というのに、腐れ縁って成立するのだろうか。
いや、違うよね、多分。
「だからKISS アディオスグッバイ…」
明日はジブラみたいに言えるかな？
それにしてもこの曲の「じゅーななさいってそれ、まじかよぉ！？」とマネしてた夢りん、元気かな。
そうそう！先日Ｍ子（あだなはＭ子でも性格はドＳ）に頂いた、グレーのカラコンしてる安室ちゃんのポスター！かわいいの！
他のポスターを入れようとしていたフレームがなんとピッタンコ！
こーやって廊下に飾らせていただきました！あざーっす！
最近写真欲が全然湧かないなぁ…。
その代わり、久々にNaomi MIXCD製作中！欲しい方は言ってね。
夏といえばやっぱレゲエだけど、私はやっぱヒップホップが好き！
でもこう暑いと、昔Ｋさんが聞いていたボブ・マーリー聴きたくなるね！
ル～ツ、ロック、レゲエ～♪クッジュービーラーーーブ♪
大黒流の写真、撮ってなくてごめんちゃいちゃいチャイニーズ。
先日Ｙさんが出たロバートハウス、DVDに録画しときましたわよ。相変わらずお美しかった。
どうやら夏はまだまだ続きそうです。
でも相変わらず、悩んでもいます。ふぅ。きつい。
Ah just spoke to the financial aid department...... well since I'm part time all my grants will be cut in half( hey who can afford full time these days anyway) but my loan amount will stay the same, so I may after all be able to do one class or even two, I got a loan for $3500 so thats already one class there and with the grants I may be able to squeeze in two hmm so now I'm in debt by like 10 ,000 hehe I was thinking as long as I'm in school I can hold off the payments * evil smile* hmm what I may end up doing depending on how much my grants are cut by is just take one class and use the other half of what's left over to pay off my credit card, not a bad choice in my book. Monthly payments are $59 and saving 59 a month would be a big help plus they're making more off me just doing my monthly payments so better to get it out the way, may also help my credit score too. lets see how everything turns out , I need to do a batch of paper work.. grr! the messed up thing is my parents qualify for ah $22,000 loan.... sigh , no way they can afford to keep up with those payments too plus I don't want them getting involved anymore, if there is going to be debt I'd prefer myself to be the one to suffer it
La fuchsia, difficile de ne pas l'aimer tellement elle montre ses couleurs aguichantes.
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